the Reality which is being Ignored!

Alhamdulillah. Finally i finished my BH essay. One down 1 more to go. my elective seems to demand some effort too. Exam results have come out. not a good sign. I need to push myself to become a better person. A person who can be istiqamah with things that he wish to do.Its nearly summer holiday. time to shop!!, looking for stuffs for my family, seems that they are very demanding as well (hehe sorry…takpe2…best jugak..)

I just finish reading asrih’s blog regarding his jual ikan. hehe, kind of interesting to use blog to release the thoughts that have been buried for along time and ready to explode. i dont think i would do that, maybe because i would rather use the approach ‘Seek to try to understand, than to be understood‘

I may not agree with him in some part and also some of the comment, yet i realize how much it is important for us to know the scenario first, we always jump to conclusion. I still remember one of my friend told me this ‘You only have one chance to make a first impression‘. if it is bad, it will remain bad until you prove otherwise. Read the rest of this entry »

sigh…. a sign of relief, now in the middle of a big test, a silence test i’ll say, to be istiqamah in everything! that is very hard, including writting this blog. maybe my head is messed up due too much of things which is totally duniawi.

i still remember my experience with european tabligh, its a best experience i ever had, it change my paradigm of thoughts on tabligh, May Allah bless them with His rahmah. tabligh in malaysia has been stained by negative thoughts due to the fact that a tiny amount(mungkin satu dua jek kot) of tabligh which abandon their family without leaving any nafkah for them, which already violate some of the priority which need to be given as a husband. This itself gives a ver bad impact on the whole tabligh in malaysia, its like opening a pandora box, once its open, you cannot close it, it will remain negative. i will discuss further more on this matter later in this entry.

one thing which i realized is that they do appreciate their family, and everytime they go to ‘jemaah’ (which they refer as ‘the path of God’ or renowned among malaysian student as 3days!! 40days!!(tersenyum)), they will make sure that everything wajib has been settled. i am so pleased to see them because the way they treat ppl are so different.

there is one guy, who is a taxi driver, his job is totally for the sake of dakwah. i am so impressed, his friends told us that everytime there is someone who need a ride, he will use that opportunity to spread dakwah. he will never stop telling about how great Allah is. astonished, not because of what he do, but what he will get from Allah. i am so jealous of him =(

Kenapa kita kene kahwin awal? Read the rest of this entry »